I cried again, cried in car, bathroom, and bedroom.This is the first time i cried until like this!!But this time is not others fault, is my fault!!! If I don go training, they wont became like this...What should I do now?? Tomorrow is my competition day!! I can't focus in it...If i won a gold medal, can make them like last time, I can do it. No matter my leg muscle pull or serious than that, I REALLY CAN DID IT!!! But if i won it, both of them is still the same??? I won it for??? I really feel sorry to them, I know now said sorry is no used at all because it's pass. If i said 100000000000time of sorry, or do anything that can let me forgive myself ,I really dare to do it... I don want my family become like this...I DON WANT!!! Y can't like last time, quarrel is just involve with 3 of us(bro and me)!!! But now...everything change!!! I scare of one thing now!!!! REALLY SCARE OF THAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME!!! IF IT HAPPENED WHAT SHOULD I DO???? Sunshines, what should I do now???

bye mean?? Don worry no matter what u'have said we won't keep in our mind, but of course we won't let u let go of us...Can we just get along like last time??

你们是否也想念了?

对不起~

我错了~

我不应该放弃你们~

也不应该叫你们放弃我~

可是说过的话,很难收回去~

我太想念你们了~

也忘记不了你们~

给你们想起曾经的回忆吧~

第一次的合照~

甜甜的笑容~

酷酷的样子~

幸福的瞬间~

可爱的脸容~

开心的当时~

已久的回忆~

记录在心里~

永不能忘掉~

你们给的快乐~

你们给的笑容~

你们给的回忆~

我都没忘记过~

此时此刻~

友谊有些破裂了~

只好等待~

等待见面的那时~

改变自己~

让自己更有魅力~

我的期待~
不要让我失望哦~

开心就好~

开心的活下去吧~

别太想念~
只能偷偷地怀念~

不知几时~

我们才能聚在一起?

大家好好的保重吧~

bye~

xin yun and joey is right!!! no one is going to leave this group okay..this is the sunshine group man..we came this long for 2,3 or 5 years and u wan us to give up on u..like no way!!! after all the sweet and bitter we have been thru and its like so many so many..we definitely will not give up on you CMY okay..yeahh, although we cannot meet up for 1000 years but we will still remain the sunshine girls forever and until we're old like ah ma, we will always be like the crazy and happy sunshine girls okay..love u guys!!! hugsssss <3

                            

 

xoxo

who say friend need to meet up everyday de.... chong maey yee we are not going to give up u never ever , if we cant meet then dont meet lo i wont force u to come out de , although we cant meet for 1000years we are forever friend never ever will change all of u 6 of us no one is leaving ........we are forever together CHONG MAEY YEE, JOEY TAN , MIKO NG,MICHELLE LEE,JOSIE KHAW ,HOO XIN YUN are forever friend .....love u all....

在这里~

我~

有些话要说~

谢谢你们~

谢谢你们让我很开心~

谢谢你们为我做的一切~

谢谢你们关心我的时候~

谢谢你们陪我在学校度过的每一天~

谢谢你们在我难过的时候,听我诉苦~

没有了你们也许我不会那么开朗~

我知道我们以后会很少见面~

甚至不会再见~

我只好用最残忍的方法~

就是让你们讨厌我~

不要当我是朋友了~

对不起~

我让你们放弃了我~

我不配做你们的朋友~

也没资格~

一个人~

不可能会拥有很多~

亲情~爱情~

我都有了~

唯独是我们的友情~

我不能维持下去~

也维持不了~

在我们还能在一起玩的时候,我都会很珍惜~
希望你们能原谅我的自私~

不是我不想当你们是朋友~

而是不能~

不要说我听男友的话~

而是他为我做的东西实在太多了~

为了你们~我们也吵了不少次的架~

我不知道如何是好~

我很矛盾~

心也好难受~

我好不容易才能找到我的好朋友~
可是就要我抉择~

我不想~

他不是不给我跟你们出~

而是他不在我身边,我怕我出事~
意外的事没有人知道的~

现在他在我身边了~
可是他没车~

不能载我出去~

希望你们真的能明白~
有什么让你们不满~

真的很抱歉~

太多东西在改变着了~
太多东西都不一样了~
太多事我们掌控不了~

我只能说声对不起~

我真的有爱过你们~

Hello, finally i have the time to update our blog...haha..
When we was child ,we hope must grow up faster to study primary...
Then, up to primary felt regret,because boring so, hope faster end UPSR and go high school, because heard  that high school are fun!!
But, when step a step front of the high school door, started regret...Everyday goes to school hope time passes fast and fast...But when bell rang, not willing to goes back home because at home will less of fun. Luckily, FACEBOOK have helps us to solve our problems so we can everyday, every moment, chit-chatting with our gangs...Its makes our journey have some excitement...Later on, PMR , SPM is like a moment... Now we are big enough to handle our next challenges...We have started our college, first time driving, first time leaving each others to another journey, first time not to see each others everyday, first time not going recess with gangs, first time not going toilets with gangs, first time face a new environment , and so on...







Can we don forget each others no matter what had happen?
Can we just keep in touch everyday?
Can we don delete our blog?
Can we don forget our relation?
Can we don forget we did this in school??













AND~~



















~!~!~!                        DON FORGET WE ' ARE SUNSHINE GIRLS                           ~!~!~!





















                                                            Can U guys do it???

wei wei wei sexy babes!!!! hahaha..when are we going to hang out again????? tell u guys what, i work until next thursday YAY!!! hahaha..but before dat our spm result is out~omg!!!! haiz, the time has finally arrived~ nevermind next wednesday we must be brave and steady to take our results although im not so brave, but six of us together can fight the fear of taking the results...okay girls!!! next week lets just go for breakfast at mcd first 'cool down'  then baru go take results kayss ;DDD okayss...oh man!! and and next wed, after taking results then go have lots lots of fun okay kay kay~ must arrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! :) hehehe..love u guys and take care..must drink alot of water..hehehe :))) hugs

Please la...be mature abit la...so big liao..She care about U , do u know u hurted her everyday, every second every movement??
She cried because of u...And do u know what she told me?? She don have much time to See it...
U lie on us, did we said anything?? NO... Don't think we what also dono... U come back late...she is our mom, she born us , teach us, she of course want to know wat happen to u? Y haven come back?? Scare u have incident , but u...treat U unfair?? antipathy?? bullshit la...
NOW IS THE TIME TO LET ME TELL U, U MAKE ME ANTIPATHY ON U NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woohoo.......Let's wish cmy happy valentine day and wish ourself happy single day!!sob..........

Whats up my sweetie darlingss!!!! Thank you so much for celebrating my birthday with me!! Im so happy and touched..HEHE..I LOVE U GUYS VERY MUCH!!! here's a kiss from the big fly.. MUAKS..HAHA.i had so much fun today with my buddies and those two sunshines left so early..hmpth..nvm next time must treat us something good arrr..hahaha and and that CMY also..have to wait so long like 1000000 years then can only see her face..ADUI.. want to hit her already :))and missing her high-pitch voice..HAHAHA..(eh,dui hor??) :))) haiz,six of us must hang out again okay..maybe during cny or after alright :D so long din go karaoke with u guys..next outing must sing until we drop or until midnight also can..okay okay okay!! HEHE. once again, thank you so much for today and everything..love u all♥ xoxo

     I already lived for 17 years , and now I just realize that outside my HOME SWEET HOME are so danger ,the human around the world are so evil... They are always fighting on each others!!
     First time work as a part time , and make so many things around on me...And of course i learned , saw , did many things that i have not done it in my house but I did it at the shop!!
     Working are so tiring!! Now only i realize earn money is not that easy, you must try to step one step front to get the success! Last time when i was young , thought that working are nice , but now i have changed my mind set!
      I feel that HE is bulling me because I'm new and this is my first job... I have helped you so many things , but at last u tried to USE me!!! This work make me so stress!!! Really stress enough, I'm enough with it...
From sunday onwards, I'm not going to see you again!!!

 

hi hi long time didn`t update our news hahaha wow really busy during this new year man , three sunshine work at adidas (michelle , joey ,xinyun) and one sunshine work at one utama (josie) another two sunshine hahaha busying at home (miko,maey yee) okay that is wat we doing right now ~ six sunshine haven hang out during this new year man..........okay we will meet up soon i swear we will^^

hoho hehe haha

瘦小的她～

可爱的她～

娇小可爱的她～

让我们好担心她～

虽然只是短短的三个月~

可是一天一天地这样过～

是一段漫长遥远的路～

现在是第二个星期了～

她还有十个星期要过～

一个星期里只有两天可以休息～

可是她选择了找我们聊聊～

打电话回家报平安，还要排很久的队～

我们通过两次电话，感觉她真的累了～

她生病了，那边的生活好恐怖～

要早早起身上课，又要淋雨～

这样真的会好辛苦～

她说她第一天打电话回家报平安，已经忍不住哭出来了～

她好想家，好怀念在家的时候～

佳恩～

别哭～

也别怕～

要坚持下去～

我们会支持你～

我们会等你回来的～

好久不见了～恩恩～

好甜美的笑容～

我在她电话拿的～

嘻嘻～